I Am Living With An Atheist
Im from the Philippines but am currently residing in Germany. Im 19 years old going 20. Im a Christian and a youth leader in the Philippines. I want to have a good career since im an engineering student but i want to serve the Lord too.
I am now attached to this atheist guy. He doesn't believe in God and he thinks that the bible is a great lie. He is a german and now im living in their house but we are sleeping separately since he respects my decision to no premarital sex. Before i came here and accept the offer of the company where im having my training right now, he told me that he believes in God and that he prays and all. but i just found out here that he's an atheist and now he's trying to brainwash me, which he's having a hard time doing since im already a Christian since i was 5. He often criticizes me and my faith. I want to break up with him but i can't since i cant afford to live here alone and he threatens me that he will go to his embassy and let them deport me. Im scared because i want to finish my training and graduate this coming August. I still got 3 months to stay here. But sometimes i feel like i will get crazy if i continue to live with him.
Right now I just pretended to be okay which sometimes i dont think is working out. There were nights when i cannot sleep. I just get on my knees and pray but trying not to let him catch me doing this for we will argue again..
I feel so alone right now.. feel like i got nowhere to run...
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A lot of what surround us sometimes make us so tired that we just want to resign from it all and allow the circumstance to run us over. People tend to submit to the lies of the devil when everything seems to be going wrong and nothing is going right. Paul said that "we are hard pressed on every side but not crushed, perflexed but not in despair, persecuted but not abandoned, struck down but not destroyed".
Jesus is always ready to lift us up and He offers us rest that this world could never give. Section 3.38 of the Book of Hope details how we can submit our burdens to Him and how He gives us rest
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