I Just Want to Give Up
I am Sindu from India. I am an engineering student. I am 20 years old. I think, only mercy and love of Jesus is important in my life.
I met a guy from Bangalore through internet chatting last February this year. His name is Praveen. He is very sincere. We fell in love with each other and our communication continued until one day I didn’t get any message from him. I was really worried. I didn't know what to do. On August 11, due to GOD's mercy on me, I met him online. He told me that he met an accident the day he left for Sharjah and that he underwent a major operation. From that day on, we had a chat for a whole week. Then out of the blue, he stopped sending messages again. I came to know that he underwent another operation again. I got this message from one of his friends. I am really very much worried now, about his health and recovery.
I am unable to control my emotion. Everyday my mind is preoccupied with thoughts of him and i am very much worried about his recovery and if he would ever come back to India.
I am unable to concentrate on anything. Sometimes I am losing heart. I just want to give up and commit suicide. What is happening to me? I am desperately waiting for his return.
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It is really hard to be away from someone we love. We tend to think a lot and think the worst thing that could happen to them. Sometimes, it’s normal but other times it becomes a bad habit that we keep on doing it without even realizing the harm it does to us. Jesus reminded us not to worry about life or about tomorrow. He wanted us to trust Him and entrust to Him everything that concerns us, even our loved ones. Just think about this, if you care enough for someone, won’t He much more? Read Section 3.29 of Book of Hope and find out how we can enjoy a worry- free life!
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