I Don't Want to Live in Fear Forever
I am a third year student and having problem with myself. I fell in and out of love a hundred times. I need reflections and advise, I think I need friends who could listen to me.
I met a guy and we've been together for two years, yet our relationship is not really that smooth. I admit I'm kind of childish and at times too possessive. He's the guy who gives me love more than I thought he could, but then I was shocked when I found that there's another girl. I’m not his only girlfriend and it really hurts me just to know that.
I learned about the truth from his lips. He said that he loves me more than that girl. I gave him everything and I dont know how to forget that incident. I did not break up with him but still whenever we talk about things, this memory still haunts me. I just cant move on and trust him again.
We're still together because he still wants me. We're trying to put the pieces of our lives back. But still I can't erase the fear that this thing might happen again.
Yes, I admit how childish I am. I don't know how to regain that trust again but I am afraid of losing him. Our fight didn’t stop since then. I don't know if this relationship should continue because I know i can't live in fear for so long but i can't afford to lose him.
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Love and fear are two opposite words. As light is to darkness so is love to fear. Where there is love, fear is absent. They will not and cannot stay at the same time and in the same place. It is said that perfect love casts away fear and that there is no fear in love. To love someone is to give hime your full trust, without any iota of doubt. No matter what happened in the past or whatever will happen in the future, the love that you have will conquer all the fears that are trying to control your heart. In Section 4.5 of Book of Hope, Peter and the disciples also got afraid because of the situation they were in but Someone came to their rescue. Read it and find out who that Man was and let Him also come into the "boat" of your relationship.
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